Thursday, March 6, 2014

Turning point of my life - Before and After..!


Turning point !



We all come to a stage in life when we are so 'Okay' about everything that we have or that we are; we just accept it as a part of ourselves or our identity or some looser call it Luck. I was also at a stage when I accepted myself among some of the overweight people that I knew. I kind of adjusted myself with the tag as 'Moti'(Fatso) or as someone who will look for clothes with only size 'L' or even 'XL' in certain brands. People who know me might say that I wasn't that big, Yes I wasn't so obese but yes for someone who was a Ms popular in high school, it was a BIG thing !



I used to watch Biggest looser and 'read' fitness magazines (Of course while enjoying my big bowl of ice cream!) and would think that from tomorrow onwards (...And tomorrow never comes..!) I will start working hard on losing weight. My partner used to sometimes yell at me as I had the mastery of being able to finish 1ltr family pack of ice cream in just 1 day, I could even finish a big box of Ferrero Rocher in one go.. yes that was me! Well I still love chocolates, ice creams, cookies and all those unhealthy yet tasty items however, I am at a stage in life when I love myself more than them.



I never used to weigh myself because I knew that I was overweight, so I just didn't want to know how much overweight I am. It was confronting and I just didn't want to face that. But there was a time when my partner convinced me to weigh myself and that was the TURNING POINT of my life, that was an eye opener... I always knew that I was somewhere in 60kgs but out of my surprise this time I had crossed 70kgs !!! I was 73.5kilos !!! At the age of 27 (Height 155cm), no kids yet, no other health issues and I was freaking 73.5Kgs..! and I asked myself that this is when I haven't even started a family yet.. where will my weight reach when I will have a baby..80kg+? 90kg+ or I will also reach to a stage in life when I wont be bothered and wont even realise when I will be 100kg+?.. Will I even be able to have a baby with this kind of a lifestyle? And if so, what kind of example I will set in front of my kids? Will I be able to play with them or I will just get tired and sit and watch them playing? That was an eye opener, a turning point in my life when I thought that its high time I have to do something.



First thing was Eating healthy.. I will be honest with you, it was not easy AT ALL, it was the toughest part when I had just started my journey and didn't even know if I will be able to achieve what I want or will I just give up midway like a looser but all I knew at that time was that I MUST eat healthy. Being away from your favourite food item is anyway hard for all of us, that too when you work in a shopping centre which is full of food options around, you see people partying and having all trash of the world throwing in their mouths and you just walk to Coles (A Supermarket) and grab yourself some salad or just a few cucumbers and tomatoes. At times I didn't want to do it but it wasn't a question if I want to or I don't want to it was more like I HAVE TO and I OUGHT TO … I didn't consume any carbs post 6:00PM sometimes the only thing I will eat post 6 was cucumbers or lettuces.



Eating right for a few weeks started showing the results, I lost about 3-4 kilos which was an achievement for me at that stage especially because dropping 3 kilos brought me into < Under 70Kgs category :-)) I was 69.4Kilos so I wasn't that far from reaching 70kgs again. Just a McDonalds and here you go! OR may be Pizzahut or may be a Large subway with a pack of cookies.. oh the options were never less even then! Well I was allowed to eat whatever I want once a week which was Saturday – that day I could have ice creams, drinks, pizzas, pastas, whatever I like but of course, in limits... as I didn't want to ruin my entire week's hard work in just one day and go back to where I started from. After continuing this for a few more weeks I noticed that my weight was reducing but my body was loosing its shape too, my skin was becoming wobbly around the triceps area and I realised that I must start toning up my body otherwise my skin will look like an old person's skin you know - loose and full of wrinkles and stretch marks..!



So the second step was to join the gym and start working out and getting toned. So far, I hadn't said it to any of my friends or relatives. Its not that I don't love them but lets accept the fact, when we start a journey like this we all are a bit afraid of some “WHAT IFS' like “What if I don't loose much weight?” , “What if they make fun of me and take it as a joke?” , “What if they constantly keep on asking me about any progress and of course it takes it own time?” , “What if I just lose hopes and quit in between?”. So many “What if … and if.... and if...” that just would have made me so conscious about this whole matter so I decided not to disclose anything to anyone at this stage.



There is something that motivate us in life. We all have that something in life, its just a matter of being able to find that 'Something'. For me Facebook was my motivation - Yes Facebook ! One might think that how can Facebook motivate someone? Well being extremely active on Facebook I had decided that I will change my profile picture ONLY WHEN I have reached at least half way on my target. And what was my target? Well my dietician said that as per my age and height if I weigh between 49-60kgs that's perfect so my aim was to reach at least 55kgs, from 73 to 55..!!! (18Kilos) So I decided that I won't post any photos on Facebook until I am 62Kgs. And after a few months' hard work finally on 5th January 2014 I changed my profile picture to this photo...






Everyone was so shocked & surprised to see this drastic change in me! I received hundreds of likes and so many comments, people started sending me private messages and calling me up just to know how did I do it? Some wanted to know what workout I do at gym, some wanted to know my diet chart, some wanted to know my entire day's schedule and it was a great feeling! A huge appreciation from everyone around the world that I knew and even some Facebook private messages from strangers (My friends' friends) Who wanted to know how did I do it? Such an overwhelming response motivated me more to go ahead in this journey. Till now I was just by myself in this journey but now I had so many friends, relatives and well-wishers with me. This is of course going to help me even more to reach my goal – my goal of being 55kg or even less.



When you are more than half way of your journey you sometimes face plateau mode and that's the same condition I am facing at this stage :-/ My weight has been steady at one point for almost last 3 weeks and I am thinking what else I can do in order to change my routine and give more challenges to my body so that I can lose more weight and can reach my goal ASAP. :-)



As of now I weigh 60.4Kgs just 400 gms more to lose and I will fall in technically called 'Normal' weight as per my body and age. There is no way I can go back after coming this close to my aim. I know it's really hard to overcome the plateau mode so I am planning for Kick boxing or pilate classes. Planning to do something intense that my body has never done before so that I can burn lots of calories with that. I am not going to leave this journey until I reach my destination. Even after I reach my goal I am going to try and make sure that I maintain it. Its a great feeling to be fit, healthy and energetic. I feel a lot happier and confident now about myself, about my body, everything and I absolutely love it!



This was my workout journey's story, what's yours?

Have you already reach to your goal? Wow ! How was the experience?

Do you still need to start the journey? Go for it ! Its THE time to start. If I can do it, you can do it too! It may seem to be hard at first but trust me, once you start seeing the results on the weighing scale then sky is the limit. This feeling is way better than anything, even a handful of chocolates ! :-D



At this stage, I would like to say a very BIG THANK YOU to all of you for you constant likes, comments, sharing thoughts, ideas, motivational images and quotes or just hitting a 'Like' button with my every workout post/pictures. I strongly believe that I wouldn't have been able to achieve it without the constant support and motivation from all of you. You might not even know but your every like, every comment, every message has helped me every single day to go closer to my goal so, thanks a lot.

 
Those who don't know me in person yet read my blog, thank you for reading my blog and being a part of my journey. I wish you a very happy and healthy life.



Any questions/comments please write below !



Thank you

Ishita Vyas

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Karma? Really???

I have grown up in kind of a joint family. A family which is in a way nuclear, yet always together be it any occasions or festivals. A home where sometimes we had no room to sleep in due to so many relatives staying overnight still enjoying sleeping in living room with bunch of cousins playing cards or ‘Antakshari’ till late night. In short I can say that my upbringing has been done in such a family where you grow up seeing, observing and watching only nice people and nice things around, with lots of love, care and respect for each other.

In this kind of family I have always been told since my childhood that there is something like ‘Karma’ or ‘God’ there is something which keeps you wonder before doing anything wrong. There is an unknown fear, a fear that will stop you from doing something wrong. Wrong, in a way which would hurt anyone or their emotions? But after observing things around all these years, it makes me wonder if there is something really called like Karma? If there is a count somewhere of all our good deeds and bad deeds, a count of all our sins and virtues? If there is actually a God to shower his blessings on all the good people and a Devil watching the sinner?

Something raises such question in my mind. When I see my beloved ones being hurt, when I see someone walking in their life like walking in a garden, plucking some flowers ( i.e. Emotions? ) and simply walking out. Like walking out from a park where nobody cares what you have done and where it would make no change, and apparently these are actually my loved ones who have always been nice and kind with everyone around. Who actually taught me in life that if someone is bad with you doesn’t mean that you have to be bad with them too. Just let it go… When I see such people in pain, it keeps me wondering for the accountability of karma and its existence? And if there is something really like that then why are they hurt? Why do they have to suffer? I have no patience to relax and watch the one suffers that has hurt them all I want is not to see my loved ones ever sad or cry.

I know there will be someone to say that life teaches you lessons by hurting you and blah blah blah.. but why them? Why those who have made 1000s of peoples’ lives beautiful, the ones who have taught the meaning of life to so many people. Who have actually not given me birth but the life for sure, without whom I wouldn’t probably even have been alive, forget about being happy or whatever. Today they are at a stage in life when they want someone to count upon, leave all their worries and just rest… however it’s still not happening, just not happening at all ! And why is that? Where is the rule of karma now? Where is the logic of ‘Be nice and be good in order to receive good’ where is the one who says that ‘ those who are nice with others will always face nice things in life’ ? I doubt it, I so doubt it now. Seeing the one enjoying their life who has actually given them pain.

All these years I have seen ‘N’ number of examples of people who have hurt you and still enjoying their lives full of happiness, they have even forgot what they did to you and how much they have hurt you. All I have seen is you to suffer and them to pleasure. Still you didn’t stop to be nice with people but for how long? For how long you will keep on giving right to people to hurt you, to play with your emotions, to come close to you, feel attached, hurt you really bad and then just walk out? This isn’t acceptable. I don’t want to set such example for others that doesn’t matter how much you will hurt me, you will still be served nicely not because you deserve it but because we are like that. We can’t be bad with those whom we consider our own in life, doesn’t matter if they mock us or give no sh*#t to our emotions and sentiments.

This is not done, absolutely not done! This would keep me wondering that is it really worth being nice to everyone throughout your life if towards 2/3rd of your life the only thing you get in return is lots of tensions, worries (not to forget, leading to health issues as well) and yet facing it all with a smiling face due to social stigma ? and if it’s not right then ‘WELCOME TO THE KARMA CAFÉ. THERE ARE NO MENUS. YOU WILL GET SERVED WHAT YOU DESERVE.’

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Let me fly..!

Let me fly!

We often hear and read about the news regarding rape and sexual assault incidents. We read it, talk about it and forget it. At the most if we want to ‘feel’ like we have contributed something to the society we go for a candle march. Rather than putting a single effort to change any single person around us, we believe that by lighting up one candle, we are done with our duty. By saying to change any single person around us, I don’t mean it at all that people around us are all rapist or have an unusual mentality. My only concern is about their mentality which makes the rape incident even worse. The discussion doesn’t seem to be a topic of concern but its more like just a new topic to pass comment on and as soon as something else comes up, IPL, elections or even celebrity wedding the so called ‘Important issue’ is vanished!

I know someone will say that but we cant cry on the spilt milk all our life. Agreed..! But before saying so, think about it that did you even try to clean that spilt milk? Did you put any extra effort to make sure that it doesn’t happen again? NO ! I know its very difficult to change everyone and their mentality. There are many societal issues related to it which are considered to be reasons behind it, female feticide, poverty, the ratio of number of men against women in the world and so on.. but I wouldn’t consider them the main reason behind it. We have come across cases in which the father raped his own daughter (Female feticide?), sexual assault at work place in a multinational company (Poverty?), rapes happening from ages (Even from ancient times..) The reason could be anything, the situation can be whatever but the most important thing is the mentality. The cruel mentality of a man, considering him as a ‘Man’ by doing things the way he likes and the way he wants. The mentality of people around him who made him feel since the childhood that he is the man and shouldn’t cry, he shouldn’t feel bad about such smalls incidents happening around him, he souldn’t get emotional after watching a touchy video/movie. Aren’t we making them insensitive, insensitive not only about the society or the environment around them but even about themselves as a human being.

My pen would come to the same topic, that regretting and cursing after something has happened isn’t going to change anything. If you really want to change anything then change the mentality of people around you, change the mentality of your child, your brother, your friend, your father, your uncle and everyone who believes that it’s a societal shame to be rape victim. The accused gets bailed in a couple of months/years and moves on to a normal life, but the victim would always be a victim. A victim of rape and its aftereffects.

Only by changing the mentality of people around us and their attitude towards rape we can bring the true change in the society. That’s the only way to do justice those thousands of women around us who have gone though such incident in their life and to prevent many from that. Don’t blame the society, don’t make the parents scared, don’t stop girls from further education or overseas opportunity, Let them fly! - Ishita Vyas

Friday, June 1, 2012

Sambandh

કોણ કહે છે આજે મન-મન મા વેર છે, સંબંધો ની સુવાસ તો ઠેર-ઠેર છે. આ સંબંધો ની નિત મા ક્યાં કોઈ ગેર છે? બસ સંબંધો નિભાવવાની રીત મા ફેર છે !

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Office ke din...

Thoda tiring thoda boring
Kat gaya office ka ek aur din
Thode jhagde thode chutkule
Kahin chale office me firing

Kabhi kahin chaay ki chuskiya
To kahin mobile pe mastiyan
Kahin sab hi jhagdo ka karan
Wahi hai purana raajkaran

Aise waise din chale
Pighale dhale aur jale
Dodti race me fir judte chale
Ek aam aadmi office ki rah chale

Aur ye lo… thoda tiring thoda boring
Kat gaya office ka ek aur din

15th December, 2010
Ishita Vyas

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Mann

Mann mere tu itna machalta kyu hai?
Kabhi girta to kabhi sambhalta kyu hai?

Anjaan sadko pe, sumsaan galiyon me,
Aadhi raat ko tu bhatakta kyu hai?
Kabhi bandh darwazon me, yun 4 deewaron me,
Tu tut k achanak bikharta kyu hai?

Mann mere tu itna machalta kyu hai?
Kabhi girta to kabhi sambhalta kyu hai?

Teri wo har khwaish jo puri na huyi ab tak,
Tu tadpega unki aas me ab kab tak?
Tu jab jaanta hai wo kabhi hakikat na huyi,
Aisi chahaton pe har dam tu tadapta kyu hai?

Mann mere tu itna machalta kyu hai?
Kabhi girta to kabhi sambhalta kyu hai?

21st August, 2010

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Butterflies!!!

When you first held my hand,
I felt some changes in my digestive gland.
Thought may be some butterflies are there,
Or for sure some roller coaster is around there.

When you first came close to me,
I got shivered and felt something new.
Thought may be I have got some fever
And may be I might never knew !

When you first kissed me,
I felt its something so auspicious.
Thought may be I am in a dream,
How can I be so precious?

Time has passed and there is nothing left between us,
You made me realize that it’s a true love and not a lust.
Now I am sure I am completely yours,
And there is nothing on this earth which can create distance between us!

Ishita Vyas
1st June 2010

Monday, February 22, 2010

Duaa ! – A Poem for my Mom, Dad and my Jagrut Uncle

(In this poem I am praying to God for them so the listener is God)

Main Ek Nanhi Pari, Ek Nanhi Tamanna Chahti Hun,
Aaj Mere Maa-Baba Ke Liye Tumse Kuch Duaa Main Mangti Hun.
Maa Ki Jholi Me Jahan Ki Sari Khushiyan Bhar Dena Chahti Hun,
Aur Papa Ka Sar Fakr Se Uncha Ho Jagan Me Aisi Jagah Mangti Hun.
Maa Ki Aankho Me Kabhi Jiwanbhar Ek Aansu Bhi Na Chahti Hun,
Aur Papa Ke Hothon Pe Har Dum Ek Pyari Si Muskaan Main Mangti Hun.
Mujhse Bhi Zyada Jiye Wen, Main Jiwan Bhar Unka Saath Chahti Hun,
Unki Har Duaa Puri Ho, Jiwan Me Tumse Ye Ek Duaa Main Mangti Hun !


7th February, 2005
Ishita Vyas

Chaah!

Na Chand Sitaron Ko Chune Ki Mere Maan Me Koi Chaah Hai,
Bas Ek “Nanha –Sa” Sapna Hai Jise Poora Kar Ne Ki Aas Hai.
Socha Tha Sab Dost Challenge Sang Mujh Us Raah Par,
Na Koi Sang Raha, Bas Soona Rasta Aur Rahe Gayi Suni Har Dagar.
Sab Ke Maan K Kone Me Mere Khwabon Pe Zarur Shak Hoga,
Agar Koi Sapna Poora Nab Hi Hua To Unko Thodi Na Dukh Hoga?
Beshak Karenge Batein Is Bare Me Wo Bhi Chaar Din,
Fir Taane Sunne Unke, Koi Aur Shaks Zarur Taay Hoga.
Kya Hua Agar Safar Kaatne Suni Akeli Raah Hai,
Bas Ek “Nanha –Sa” Sapna Hai Jise Pura Karne Ki Chaah Hai !



7th January 2005
Ishita Vyas

Friday, April 3, 2009

Bas Me Nahi Hai!!!

Bas Me Nahi Hai!!!

Log Kahete He Ab To Bhula Do Wo Duniya Par
Use Bhul Paana Mere Bas Me Nahi Hai..
Wo Chaahat Ki Yadein, Wo Pyari Si Batein,
Use Bhool Pana Mere Bas Me Nahi Hai..


Wo Pal Me Ruth Jana, Wo Unka Fir Manana,
Wo Kahin Ek Ped Tale Sawa Waqt Bitana.
Wo Ladna-Jhagadna, Wo Girna-Sambhalna,
Wo Unki Hi Yadon Me Har Pal Sawarna.
Wo Chahat Ka Mausam, Wo Bhige The Hum-Tum,
Wo Ek Duje Ke Bin Pal-Pal La Tadapna.
Wo Apne Hi Hathon Se Niwale Khilana,
Use Bhool Pana Mere Bas Me Nahi Hai..


Wo Aapki Yadoon Me Har Waqt Gungunana,
Wo Sabse Sambhal Ke Chup-Chup Ke Milne Aana.
Wo Ghanto Tak Phone Pe Batein Chalana,
Wo Bewajah Ka Apna Kabhi Muskurana.
Wo Duniya Ko Bhool Ke Ek Duje Me Kho Jana,
Wo Ghar Pe Hamesha Juthe Bahane Banana.
Wo Paise Juta Ke Aapke Liye Tohfe Le Aana,
Use Bhool Pana Mere Bas Me Nahi Hai..


Wo Har Dum The Jab Sang, Ho Tyoharon Ka Mausam,
Wo Sukh Ka Ho Aalam Ya Dukh Ka Koi Gum.
Wo Hasin Ki Phuljhadiyan Wo Aankhe Kabhi Nam,
Wo Ek Duje Sang Rahena Har Kadam Par Kadam.
Wo Hamara Bichadna, Wo Yadon Ka Tut Girna,
Wo Aansuon Ka Meri Aankho Se Jharte Rahena,
Wo Chahat Wahi Hai, Jo Nas-Nas Me Basi He, Bas..
Use Bhool Pana Mere Bas Me Nahi He…
Use Bhool Pana Mere Bas Me Nahi He..!!!



2nd May’ 2006
Ishita Vyas

Kathin

Kathin

Kathin He Rasta Tum Thodi Der Sath Chalo,
Mere Hathon Me Tum Aaj Deke Apna Haath Chalo.
Janti Hun Ke Tamam Umraa Tum Nahi Ho Mere,
Par Is Kade Safar Me Thodi Dur Saath Chalo.
Abhi To Shama Jail He, Pigalna To Baki He Sanam,
Kisne Dekha He Kal, Zara Deke Tum Apna Haath Chalo.
Kar Ke Dekho Ek Baar Humpe Poora Bharosa Aur,
Ab Tum Pyar Ki Rah Par Deke Apna Haath Chalo.

23rd April, 2005
Ishita Vyas

Shukriya

Shukriya

Agar Koi Puchega To Bata Denge Hum,
Jane Kis Baat Ki Khud Ko Saza Denge Hum.
Tum To Beshak Nayi Duniya Basaoge,
Jane Khud Ko Kaise Samjha Lenge Hum.

Wo Baten Thi Juthi, Wo Irade The Juthe,
Tumhare To Wo Har Ek Wade The Juthe.
Tum To Beshak Kisi Aur Ke Sang Unhe Sajaloge,
Jane Kaise Khud Ko Sambhalenge Hum.

Wo Sare Tohfe, Wo Sari Yadein,
Tumhe To Khair Wo Yaad Tak Na Honge.
Tum To Ab Kuch Aur ‘Saaman’ Kharid Laoge,
Jane Kaise Un Yadon Ko Bhulayenge Hum.

Par Na Royenge Hum, Na Tadpenge Hum,
Na Khud Ko Kabhi Doshi Batayenge Hum.
Tum The Hi Na Mujh Kabhil, Na Itne Bure Bhi The Hum,
Bas Khuda Ka Der Se Hi Sahi Par Shukriya Manayenge Hum.

2nd Arpil, 2009
Ishita Vyas

Probably

Probably

What a beautiful design and
What a wonderful structure.
This is probably the house,
Which everyone has dreamed for?

Look at the bird,
Having a wonderful treat.
This is really amazing,
We have never seen such feast.

Soft cushion and silk mattresses,
What else is needed for a peaceful sleep?
Hats off to the master really…
The bird must be so much pleased.

What’s this? The bird is not sleeping?
Neither smiling nor eating?
But. ..Isn’t this ‘Probably’ the house,
Which everyone has dreamed for?


2nd April, 2009
Ishita Vyas

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Parivaar

Parivaar

Jab Papa Se Har Roz Main Jhagadti Hun,
Aur Didi Ki Baton Pe Ruth K Akadti Hun.
Tab Kabhi Man Me Mere Ek Khayal Aata Hai,
Ki Kya Mera Parivaar Is Tarah Se Pyaar Jatata Hai?
Maine Bhi Mere Gharwalon Ko Kitne Dukh Diye Hai,
Kya Maine Kabhi Gina K Badle Me Kitne Sukh Liye Hai?
Tab Kabhi Maan Me Mere Ek Khayal Aata He,
K Kahun Ye Parivaar Mere Liye Kya Ehmiyat Jatata Hai.
Jab Chacha Ki Yad Aate Hi Main Kayi Bar Ro Deti Hun,
Didi Aur Mummy Ko Gale Lagane Main Jab-Jab Bhi Tadapti Hun.
Tab Kabhi Man Me Mere Ek Khayal Aata He,
K Jahan Me Sabse Pyaara Mujhe Mera Parivaar Hi Nazar aata Hai..

20th September, 2005
Ishita Vyas

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Shaam

Shaam

Hathon Me Jalte Kapoor Ko Tum Deepak Bana Nahi Sakte,
Jalte Hath Dikha K Tum Us Agan Ko Paa Nahi Sakte.
Pyar Karne Walon Ko Halat Juda Kar Nahi Sakte,
Jal Ki Bundon Ko Tum Kabhi Shwet Dikha Nahi Sakte.
Kahete Ho To Ye Jivan Kisi Aur K Sath Bita Denge,
Par Hum Wo Apna Pyaar Kabhi Bhula Nahi Sakte.
Suraj Ki Sunehri Kirane Nazro Ko Beshak Lubha Dengi,
Par Uski Roshani Ko Tum Umraa Bhar Dha Nahi Sakte.
Pal-pal Jalti Pal-pal Bujhti Ye Pal Ki Sunahri Chav Me,
Tum Har Pal Chalte Yunhi Zindagi Bitaa Nahi Sakte.
Baheti Nadi Si Lagti Ye “Ishq” Ki Machalti Baton Me,
E Dost, Tum Pyaar Me Zindagi Ki Har Shaam Guzar Nahi Sakte..

25th December, 2004
Ishita Vyas

Alone

Alone

The days are still
And the sunset is fairy red,
I am sitting at a study table
ALONE..
And watching a Ganesha’s idol
I don’t know whether,
I am still alone or not..


The memories bring so much of grief,
Who says the God refers to the peace?
The ephemeral happiness and ephemeral woe,
The days seem like they will never ever go.
And, I am sitting at a study table
ALONE..
Watching a Ganesha’s idol.


Memories come but never go,
Can’t determine, will they? You never know.
Burning like a coal and troubling so hard
May be this is something called ‘Heart’…
But I am sitting at a study table
ALONE..
Watching a Ganesha’s idol
May be because,
I am still alone..


Ishita Vyas
24th March, 2009

Thursday, March 19, 2009

A Sonnet

Sonnet

Yes It’s My Mistake That I Loved You…
I Believed A Moth To Be Moon,
I Considered The Frost To Be A Snow Fall,
An Idiot Idle Became An Idol For Me..
Yes, It Was All My Mistake, Only Mine!
You Pretended To Be A Friend But You Were A Foe,
You Showed Me Love Which Was Actually A Lust.
You Had Made My Night-Day And Day-Night,
For Your Selfish Motive You Pretended Everything To Be Right.
Yes, It Was All My Mistake, Only Mine!
Go! And start hunting another rich girl,
That’s The Only Way How You Can Survive You Dull.
I Don’t Wanna Make You Mine Neither I Have Any Passion,
The Only Day I’m Waiting For Is The One When God Teaches You A Lesson..!!!

17th March, 2009
Ishita Vyas

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I Don’t Know Why..

I Don’t Know Why..


I Don’t Know Why..
I Still Recall Those Moments So Much.
I Don’t Know Why..
But I Still Cant Forget That Tender Touch.

The Joy You Used To Give Me In Those Days,
I Cant Forget Them Even Today.
Despite Of A Lot Of Treachery You Did,
And Knowing Now What You Exactly Wished.
I Don’t Know Why..

Lie Was The Base How Your Love Had Start,
And The One You Lack Is Your Bloody Heart.
To Hell With You And Let Me Forget The Rest,
I Recognized Now You Never Deserved The Best.
Though….. I Don’t Know Why… Really..
I Don’t Know Why..
I Still Recall Those Moments So Much.
I Don’t Know Why..
But I Still Cant Forget That Tender Touch.
Was It All Fake?


12th March, 2009
Ishita Vyas

Tadap..!

“Tadap”

Sal Me Ek Din Holi Aur Paanch Din Diwali Kahan Hoti He?
Yahan To Ek Hi Din Diwali Aur Har Dum Dil Me Holi Jalti Hi Raheti He.
Kisi Mod Pe Rukawat Aaye Ya Kadam Dagmagaye To Kya Hua,
E Dost Yahi To Zindagi He Jo Chalti He Aur Chalti Hi Raheti He.
Kaun Kaheta Hai Ki Rishta Tut Te Hi Chahat Khatam Ho Jati He,
Wo To Shola Ban K Har Mehboob K Dil Me Jalti-Sulagti Raheti He.
Yakin Na Aaye To Jake Koi Zara Meera Ka Dil-E-Haal Puch Lo,
Kabhi Radha To Kabhi Rukmani Ban K Wo Pal-Pal Tadapti Hi Raheti He...!

3rd Feb, 2007
Ishita Vyas

Dedicated to Mummy, Papa and Jagrutkaka

Dedicated to my Mom, Dad and Jagrutkaka

“Dua”


Main Ek ‘Nanhi’ Pari Ek ‘Nanhi’ Tamanna Chahti Hun,
Aaj Mere Maa-Baba K Liye Tumse Kuch Dua Main Mangti Hun.
Maa Ki Jholi Me Main Jahan Ki Sari Khushiyan Bhar Dena Chahti Hun,
Papa Ka Sar Fakra Se Uncha Ho Jahan Me Aisi Jagah Mangti Hun.
Maa Ki Aankho Me Main Jiwanbhar Kabhi Ek Aansu Bhi Na Chahti Hun,
Papa Ke Hothon Pe Hardum Main Pyari Si Muskaan Mangti Hun.
Mujhse Bhi Zyada Jiye Ven, Main Jiwanbhar Unka Sath Chahti Hun,
Unki Har Dua Poori Ho Jiwan Me Tumse Yah Ek Dua Main Mangti Hun...


7th Feb, 2005
Ishita Vyas